First Day of School

This poem came home in Lauryn's folder yesterday. I couldn't have written anything that better described what I was feeling all day. Today was the first time I could actually read it all the way through without having to take a break and find a tissue. I wanted to include it in the blog because the odds of losing the actual piece of paper it is printed on are quite good :)

First Day of School

She started school this morning,
And she seemed so very small.
As I walked there beside her
In the kindergarten hall.

And as she took her place beside
the others in the class,
I realized how all too soon
Those first few years can pass.

Remembering, I saw her as
She first learned how to walk.
The words that we alone made out
When she began to talk.

This little girl so much absorbed
In learning how to write.
It seems as though she must have grown
To girlhood overnight.

My eyes were blurred but hastily
I brushed the tears away.
Lest by some word or sign of mine
I mar her first big day.

Oh, how I longed to stay with her
And keep her by the hand.
To lead her through the places
That she couldn't understand.

And something closely kin to fear
Was mingled with my pride.
I knew she would no longer be
A baby by my side.

But she must have her chance to live,
To work her problems out.
The privilege to grow and learn
What life is all about.

And I must share my little girl
With friends and work and play;
She's not a baby anymore --
She's in Kindergarten today.